So miss her!!!

Today is thursday,after wake up from bed,i keep on think tat y i no chance talk to her,izit im kok ci?i think so...haiz,and i also scare if i talk to her then she bi kai me,wat can i do?who can tell me?today weather really so cold,cause from morning until night also raining,haiz..i cant go out also,stay at home just let mother scold..